Below are the 14 most recent journal entries recorded in pink_chronicles' LiveJournal:

Sunday, January 7th, 2007
7:36 pm	ah hahaha haha ha ha ha.... ha ha..... ah hahahahahaha hahahahahaha hahahaha ha hahaha ha hahaaaaa......aaa.... hahaha ha hahahaha ah hahahaha hahahahaha fuckin hilarius me fuckin hilarius..... ah hahahaha fuckin book....hahaha ah hahahaha ah haha ha ha ha.....*brooding* (Comment on this)
Sunday, December 17th, 2006
2:21 pm	music? welig, anagram whatever everyone liked is gone sometimes... the rain pours away the things you thought every, day i remember, the words as we fought somebody i cant see them everybody where the problems stem something in the way that you smile "because for you i would and could walk a mile" hehehe everytime i read your wo-ords everyday i see your smile friends family and lost ones feelings slowly get so vi-i-ile everytime, i helped you out, i gave undy-ing love but whats that? to you, a smile that fits like a glove several minutes we stare but it isnt there people cutting for no good reason hearts commiting acts of treason bleeding in an alleyway? hehehe something is..... out of place? where are your eyes? something is out of place and i cant find my heart (Comment on this)
Sunday, September 24th, 2006
7:10 pm	hmmmm tasty apples blood tastes like copper the desire to carve art onto oneself flowing rivers of red gushing ooze across my body silent but for the scratches eyes shut out the world around numb, yet happy (4 Comments |Comment on this)
Tuesday, September 19th, 2006
7:22 pm	hey everyone im damn depressed :( plus i just od'd a while ago, why the fuck doesnt anybody care dammit! :( i want attention but thats "a bad thing" grrr...... personal messaging i am the virgin pleasure god i wish i had died several attempts before :( (Comment on this)
7:20 pm	a song i love Why do birds suddenly appear Every time you are near? Just like me, they long to be Close to you. Why do stars fall down from the sky Every time you walk by? Just like me, they long to be Close to you. On the day that you were born The angels got together And decided to create a dream come true So they sprinkled moon dust in your hair of gold And starlight in your eyes of blue. That is why all the girls in town Follow you all around. Just like me, they long to be Close to you. On the day that you were born The angels got together And decided to create a dream come true So they sprinkled moon dust in your hair of gold And starlight in your eyes of blue. That is why all the girls in town Follow you all around. Just like me, they long to be Close to you. Just like me (Just like me) They long to be Close to you. Wahhhhhhhhhhh, close to you. Wahhhhhhhhhhh, close to you. Hahhhhhhhhhhh, close to you. Lahhhhhhhhhhh, close to you. (Comment on this)
Saturday, September 16th, 2006
9:10 pm	Me well, just today i let a little out to someone who said they cared, mind you, just a little. they told me, your a god damned liar, if you had any of that youd be a whole fucking lot more messed up then you are and you probly couldnt sleep at night. well, i thought i would post it on my blog, there is a very simple answer to that statement, i find it rather funny really, i dont sleep at night. i am so fucking depressed you guys have no idea. apart from that, i suffer from minor psychosis major neurocis dysthymia sleep apnia insomnia major anxiety General anxiety disorder minor schizophrenia Borderline Personality Disorder Dissociative amnesia Dissociative fugue (which is damn rare but i have the symptoms for) Depersonalization disorder post-traumatic stress disorder acute stress dissorder Paranoid Personality Disorder and a ton of other crap, plus i got a god damn irritating cough, it fucking pisses me off. anyway, thats just me trying my best to bitch, its unlikely yall will read this anyway, im probly just talking to myself again cuz everyone hates me..... TDE1SF that puppy dog thats been kicked to much David (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Tuesday, May 9th, 2006
3:13 pm	eyes open, red glints across the pupil, bloody tear falls to the ground head raises hand flows outward to grasp your shoulder you are to far you continue to walk head lowers eyes close, red trickles down cheeks (Comment on this)
Tuesday, March 14th, 2006
1:36 pm	...fucking paris... i currently am getting more psycotic by the day aswell as neurotic, i am a scitso and very paranoid, i suffer from extreem clinical depression and they keep me on extreemly high doses which arent helping. except for now i have not used the word "you". the reason for which i havent is "you" only want to talk about "you" and for once i just wanna talk a bit bout "me". if you want me to feel guilty, bleed for me instead of the opposite. i am the emo king, fuck the world and most of its inhabbitants, escpecially anyone who lives in paris. FUCK YOU PARIS YOU FUCKING STOLE MY FUCKING PANTS FUCKERS, I WILL NEVER FUCKING BE THE FUCKING SAME A FUCKING GAIN, I STILL FUCKING MISS THOSE FUCKING PANTS. THEY WERE THE MOST COMFY COOL FUCKING PANTS I EVER FUCKING OWNED AND I WILL NEVER REPLACE THEM EITHER FUCKING ON ME OR IN MY FUCKING BLACK HEART. FUCKITY FUCK FUCK PARIS FUCK ANAL FUCK (3 Comments |Comment on this)
Monday, March 6th, 2006
4:39 pm	teehee which i cant do...shes the whole reason i broke up with carolyn...i still love her...i NEVER stopped loving her, all the ones close to me know that...so basically only meg...its annoying, well not really but it can be annoying...the phones ringing..g2g I don't want to let things go, but it seems like I have to these days.. because I'm not getting any better, and I'm sorry if you can't take the time to care about that. I wish you could still be around to help me, but I haven't gone to anyone, and I'm not about to. and im the type of person who doesnt hate people unless theres a really big reason why do i even give a flyin fuck about everyone if you knew how fucking pissed i was at everything you would understand..why the fuck is our group changing..? why eh? cause i am no helping you guys out anymore? huh? cause i dont put up with fucking shit anymore..you know what i could could give a flying fuck less about shitty lets starve for 30 hours.. and a few ppl seem to be pushing me over the fucking edge..i swear..i must be going fucking well insane..and i could care less? you know why..you guys dont veen give a flipping fuck just a few little quotes..... why does everything suck so much? like, hells, i get to school super happy and everyone fucks me over. charles, you fucking blatantly lied to my fucking face..................FUCK........FUCKER.....how the fuck can you do that? i fucking trusted you!....dana = kind.... meager = hurt davids feelings.... lysh = i miss her..... daniel = fun..... mike = driftin a bit....everyone = hurting david.... becky = love = happyness..... why do you guys keep hurting me? why? what pleasure does it give you? how can you alllllllllll possibly hate me that much? how? goddammit how? (4 Comments |Comment on this)
Wednesday, February 1st, 2006
7:01 pm	"One of many zeros Kicked around bored Your ears are full but your empty Holding out your heart To people who never really Care how you are" dont look at me for the sorrow i am see the white innocent lamb tho it is slaughtered again and again it can still hold forth its heart to you as a friend its heart lies on a plate bleeding over the edges but it will fall if it causes you to get over the ledges so dont look at the sorrow that you have caused its only my hearts beat that you have paused i do care if you dont but love of me is something i wont every day i becomne more depressed, i become more suicidal, i fantasize visciously and my grin has less sanity within itself by the moment that passes me by. i feel so hated by everyone and i know that everyone hates me. its funny how rejection and hate spawns that into myself, i dont hate you all, i hate me, and i will reject me. my mind becomes less capable of coping all the time, i become less able to live with myself... i weaken, i am ending..... it is but a fair gambit that i still live.... goodnight (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Thursday, January 26th, 2006
5:30 pm	ME WANT GIO GAAAA FUKKKKKK GRRR EVERYTHING MESSED TORNING GRUUUUU HATEEE MEEE EVERYONE DOOOO FUCKKKK HATE FEELLLLL BADDD LOIKKKKTTTT FUUUCCCCCCK DAVD (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Monday, January 9th, 2006
7:00 pm	pandoras box please mr. police man shoot me in the fuckin head cuz inside i fuckin feel like im already dead please mr. police man put me out of my misery please mr. police man with your gun can you set me free? walkin down a dirty alley way nobody to talk to anyway so i sleep in a cold little place deep inside of me... haunted by everyones magestic grace people that walked all over me people that stopped what i could be why do i see them at all? my life was running full speed into a fucking wall! so i sat down in the alleyway valley of death didnt know what to say stared into the face of pandoras box burnin down whats inside takin away noone can hide fuckin with the world inside my head fuckin with everything till i be dead what the hell? do i do? what the fuck? if you all only knew blackness comes from deep inside stare into my eyes and thier nothin you can hide please mr. police man shoot me in the fuckin head cuz inside i fuckin feel like im already dead please mr. police man put me out of my misery please mr. police man with your gun can you set me free? (Comment on this)
Sunday, January 8th, 2006
6:14 pm	so sad again. i dont even know why, it starts and just gets worse and worse. before i get into this id like to say that saturday was totally amazing and full of love and i had a great time. Today... sorta went downhill with the question about christmas and such... then all the feelings after the hockey game... i feel terrible again. i dont know what to do, only like one person ever comments on blogs at the times that i need it most. i think im only talking to myself, and things keep hurting. i wish for a brighter tommorow but it looks to be very dark indeed in my near future.... tried to write a song but only came up with one verse.... here it is... i may finish the song later Black rose "will you leave me here on the street side to bleed? forget my feelings in my times of need do you feel as if i dont care? do you see me or do you just see air? what the hell do i need to do what the fuck gets it through to you that i fucking care bout you all that i want to break your fall i stand alone in the corner till you need me and then i try to offer all the stuff i see that you need, that i want to give but my past cannot forgive the sight of you guys is my happyness and such and thats why it fucking hurts so much when i need you and you turn your backs... i get lost in the facts.... you turned off the light and ended the fight left me here to bleed in my time of need.... so there now that im finished that.... well probly no comments.... looks like im still gonna have to talk to myself.... hehehe, insane from depression here and not lovin it... (3 Comments |Comment on this)
Wednesday, January 4th, 2006
6:02 pm	new there i finally created the damn thing, i hope that ur all happy. well then i was gonna write but i got to lazy so im just being an annoying space taker. thats enough of my oddness then.... (1 Comment |Comment on this)